i keep wondering about those times when innocence was bliss
when an unintentional mistake did not matter
when you forgave your friends in a matter of minutes
and now i think of today
when a single unintentional mistake separates friends like two galaxies
when forgiveness has been wiped out of my dictionary
if this is what it means to become mature with age
then i am happy immature and innocent
why am i writing this?
Every few days, i have this urge to forgive couple of my closest friends for all that they have done and to ask for forgiveness for all that I did, for all the troubles we have caused eachother because of being so selfish
but, just as i pick up the phone, log in to my mail, something inside me says that reforging the friendship is probably the worst of your ideas, because you have drifted so far away, and you have said so many bitter things to them that it will not be possible for them to forgive you…….